My 5 am thoughts catalog — to be continued

Not knowing that what it means, really sucks!

I’m packing up this life and I am writing this daily 5 am thought log to become more aware of my irrational thoughts, feelings, behaviors, and the relationships between all three.

But before I do I should say that I’m not much of an expert and this article reflects me sharing my personal thoughts and opinion.

I don’t think I fail

There is a deal between me and a system.

That I get good grades, then I get a good job, will earn a lot of money, keep servants and helpers. But, I don’t want that deal. So that deal fails, not me!

Secretly different

There is a world out there, which I would love to be a part of. But I can’t just because of the way I am.


I am currently experiencing life at the rate of several WTF’s per hour. But learning how to live with insecurity is the only security! That's what I think.

We are all works in progress

Failure is just testing.

Loved her

“Dying to talk, Afraid to Text” has been my permanent constant to date after my first official break up.

I guess the love we had in our past, unfinished, untested, lost love is the purest love.

Interested in Blockchain, Hacking, Web Development and Entrepreneurship.